ok,so im back at skewl & whoa...idk,its different & it will all be over with soon,too soon.im not ready 4 college at all!well its spring break for my 04 homies...idk i saw shelly last weds.we went to memorial city 2 look at dresses & im pretty sho that'll be the last time i c her till may.oh wellz...DUSHANNER has not called me & thats weird cuz he always would call me & now i guess it's over.Aint that some s**t?oh well i was kinda ready & im kinda ok w/ it.xcept that im getting antsy.lol.i just talked 2 my mama & i feel really bad about prom.i dont wanna go,but i dont wanna miss out on my senior prom & i know she wants me 2 go.ugh,i just wanna cry now.oooh on fri. im goin on a field trip to the elementry,that might be fun.idk.ugh wth is DUSHANNER doing?i cant help but wonder since i have no clue no more.i wonder what he's doing & who he's doing it to,well actually who's doing it 2 him.i know that white gurl & them charcoal hoes be givin him dome whenver he wants.plus idk y i keep expecting him 2 b @ my skewl & im trippin cuz i be thinkin i c him and i kinda be lookin too.idk i aint even gon worry bout dat ni99a rite now.peace!

Mood:  blue
Now Playing: "get low remix"- ying yang twins & "hit em up"- 2pac
ok, so 2day was da frist day of spring break and dayum it rained like a biatch!i was very disappointed in the way 2day went, i wanted 2 go out but i couldnt since it was real nasty out.and plus i feel sick and my mama wasnt gon let me n-e-way so i was foced to stay in a clean my room.How gay,huh?well its not like DUSHANNER has called anyway and i have a real good feeling he wont and his spring break is next week and he probly dont want me no more since he got some white ho now oh well,gotta go now.

Mood:  special
omg,today i babysat Ryan and his bro matt.whoaaah nelly, thats was some hard work.it was fun tho but dayum that baby kept cryin and i was like mayne...i aint did nothin 2 u,how u gon act like that on my first time to take care of a baby like that?and then when ryan came it was hard b/c matt woke up from his nap and ryan wanted to go play "bad guys" and i was like ok, but who's gon watch the baby?yeah it was fun tho,until we got locked outside the house and some lil girl had to hop the fence to get into the backyard.but we got in so it was all good and i cooked 4 them & all that so it made me feel like i was responsible which im so not used to so i felt good. and i got like $25 so it was a good day but i am so tired that i dont feel like goin out even tho its sat night.so i guess ill just go buckwild durin the week.lol.

Mood:  a-ok
so...yesterday was nice.i had a pretty aiight day.i went to laila's house and we saved a kitten that we saw in a tree, it was obviously lost and calling for my help.lol.yes,well today was ok to.not much happened,just stuff.last night i had a bunch of dreams bout DUSHANNER & dat was weird.idk y,it just was and it makes me wonder a lil bout him b/c whenever i have dreams,they end up comin tru in a wierd way.idk but i hope they dont cuz dat aint kewl.well, 2marrow is friday and then its spring break.no tite vacation just chillin but i'll be w/ nana & sum otha homiez.oh i was talking 2 elain 2day bout prom & dat aint a good siti-ation.silvia was all pressuring me 2 get a date.saying "u betta get a date or i guarentee u will feel left out" wth kinda sh*t is dat 2 say.dat makes me feel alot better,huh?easier said than done,u lil trick!lol.but yeah i sho dont got enuff ca$h 4 dis whole prom thing and i dont think i have enuff desire to go either.oh i saw a really kee-ute dress!and im thinkin about doin my hair half up with loose curls like jessica simpsons hair used 2 be and with a "tiara"crown thingie in it.oohhh,i look so freakin fi-one!lol.well me tired,so buh bye now.

Hmmm....
Mood:  not sure
ok,im not really sure how i got into this but oh wellz...well i aint got nuffin 2 say rite now so ima bounce outta here.um,alright,toodles!